Stuck in a day dream

I really dug myself in a huge hole this time. My dad thinks that I am uncontrollable, yet I sit home every single weekend and the one night i go out it blows up in my face. Maybe I should just never go out again.

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I’ve had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it’s so unfair
Any day it’ll all be over
Everyday there’s nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It’ll never end

Exactly.

I am so not motivated at all this week I have worked out once since friday. And tomorrow is friday again. That’s pathetic, I must workout tonight!!!!

Toes in the water. Ass in the sand. Not a worry in the world. A cold beer in my hand.

Life is Good today, Life is good today

im about to change thatt